Bloo­dy Catboy

Okay — wait — lis­ten. I need to say this out loud so I don’t chi­cken out.

I still have the tapes. From Octo­ber. I’m lis­tening to them again. And I deci­ded I’m not just… sit­ting with that. I’m wri­ting them down. Like, pro­per­ly. Tran­scripts. Just my side, obvious­ly. It’s lite­ral­ly just me talking.

And I made a web­site. It’s up. I’m put­ting the tran­scripts the­re as I do them. Not later. Now.

Becau­se — okay — here’s the plan. The plan is I’m gon­na turn this into a book. About the show. About Bloo­dy Cat­boy. Sin­ce it’s gone. Sin­ce I can’t find it any­whe­re. The tran­scripts are the pro­of it exis­ted. The sto­ry I can still grab.

So the tran­scripts come first. Then I use them to wri­te the actu­al book. That’s how this works in my head. If I don’t start with what I actual­ly said back then, I’m just gon­na lie to mys­elf about it.

What? Yes, I know how that sounds. I know.

I’m not clea­ning it up. I’m not pre­ten­ding I was nor­mal. It’s mes­sy on purpose.

You don’t have to read it. I’m not asking for per­mis­si­on. I’m just tel­ling you this is happening.

Okay. I’m gon­na play the next tape. I think this is the one whe­re I real­ly lose it.

I’ll call you later.

[Click.]

Bloo­dy Cat­boy is a a wri­ting pro­ject with no real plan. I invi­te you to fol­low me wri­ting this. I’ll publish world­buil­ding, cha­rac­ter arcs, plot points and of cour­se the chap­ters. And I want your feed­back: what is working? What is not? You have ano­ther or even bet­ter idea? I’d like to hear it! You do not like it? I am very fine with that, just stay fri­end­ly. The com­ment sys­tem works anony­mous, all data is stored on my servers.